Old Thoughts, New Setting

i hate how psychosis' often contradict and cancel each other out

if you were to look up some symptoms of depression you would find

a looong and almost universal set of symptoms

one of which is trouble sleeping/insomnia
depression hinders the bodies ability to maintain a regular sleeping pattern

so insomnia is a symptom of depression
if ur depressed u will have trouble sleeping

yet depression is a symptom of insomnia
if you dont sleep you will become depressed due to the lack of the proper amount of endorphins being produced and the body will become fatigued blah blah blah

but then again another sign of depression is excessive sleeping
such as someone who may be suffering from depression will take excessive naps

8/

i think this medical field has become manipulated to further inoculate humanity from the disease of constructive thought
ha

the majority of psychology is based on opinion

i mean, just because freud had mother issues....


i mean the profession in itself is really
a good one

a very respectable one
i mean i think its amazing

people who wld dedicate their lives to actually helping people

but psychiatrists ...idk

and then psychologists who simply get into the field for the pay...ugh

i guess im annoyed with the over generalization of many disorders
maybe people dont have disorders
but just a seperate way of thinking or functioning

but then again....

theirs always the richard ramirez' john wayne gacy and ted bundies out their in the world

but....u cant really fix sociopath can you?

you cant really fix ....anything mental....not completely

if your born schitzo...ur probly going to stay that way
son of sam supposedly gained mental stability when he found god in prison

ok...so instead of a talking dog telling him to kill 
he had an intangible all powerful being telling him to repent

....he found god
but...in his head?

or was it real

this is why i decided not to become a psychology major
im a good listener
and i usually get an idea why people act the way they do

but i wld never know how to deal with that

and like me and trina were saying

if i had a patient that was consistent and obdurate in wallowing in their issues
i wld probly just tell them to go off themselves if their so dead set on it ( no pun intended)

i just lack patience
theirs so many problems in the world
i could never take one persons issues too seriously

i dont even take my own problems seriously
i'd rather laugh at them
i'd rather smile then cry over something

i wld probly laugh at a patient who told me their problems
i'd have to really care about someone to put a real effort in helping them after they've pushed my patience

the only way i wld ever be able to help a patient wld be to shut off my emotions
which i can do...

but then....i'll just be the stereotypical psychologist

who doesnt really care
and just hands out diagnoses'